tears fall...

crying rite now...
don't really know the reasons why..
maybe because i got so many things to think about..erkk..i mean so many problems..
erkk...are they being considered as problems?..
me myself don't really know it..
maybe it just a small matter, but because i'm a person who always take serius even a small matter,
so, i do keep thinking about it..always and always...
actually, i really hate to cry....
really hate...

ummi, sorry for not calling you for about 5 days...
usually, for every 2 days, i will keep calling my mum to tell her about my life here..
i love to tell everything to her..
everything, even a small matter,
but, for 5 days, i do not call her...
i'm afraid that i will cry...
i don't want you to worry about your dear daughter...
i just want u to think that i'm happy to be here..
(actually, i'm happy to be here, but certain problems make me feel suck with my life)
but, i really misssssss u so much, miss your voice and miss to tell about my life here...
thank GOD, i have such a wonderful mother that always be by my side...
always support me in everything that i do...

miss u so much umi!!!!

but today, i will try to call her,and try not to CRY...
i really don't want she to worry about me..
eventhough, actually she will understand about my problems because she is the only person who know what is my weaknessess...the only one..

but then, i also thanked GOD because HE gave me friends that always support me...
my dear frens...
all the 9 VIVIANS...
estna and seken...
thank because u always by my side and always support me...
THANK DEAR...

p/s: susoh nop cari kawe hok bulih dgr masaalah kito...i mean saim maso kito sedih..saim maso gumbira rama la...

p/s: thank u seken coz mum sudi jadi tempat dengar ak nangis teresok-esok...but don't worry, ak lap doh hingus ak..hikhikhik..